This memorial website was created in memory of 
our beautiful daughter, sister, and friend
Jessica Diane Brown
she was born in Texas on July 3, 1989.
On July 03, 2006, her 17th Birthday,
she was called Home, to begin her new life in Heaven.We will remember her forever. She Loved life to the fullest.
Jessica, touched everyone she new in a very special way.
To know her is to Love her.
She will always be with us where ever we are.
She is our
Lula"Belle"
We all Love and Miss you so much baby girl,
Mom, Barry, and your brother
Jason 




Always Remembered, Never Forgotten
Love and Miss you so much baby girl, 
Please, 
When you think about Jessica, 
and Missing her. 
Smile for her, 
"Because "She's Smiling back at you."
Everyone, family, friends, and all who 
stop to visit. Please take a moment to 
light a candle or pay tribute to our 
Beautiful 




Heaven's Child

I don't want you to cry, 
I'm now in Gods paradise. Please, try to understand, 
this is what God had planned for me.
I know you miss me, and you're sad, 
But dying isn't something bad.
I'm only just beyond your sight, 
I've gone with Angles to the light. 
I send to all of you my love,
 from Heaven's garden up above.
I like it here I'm having fun, 
And I'm with the holy one.
Right now I'm sitting on His knee, 
With Jesus watching over me.
So many ones I knew before,
 were waiting here at Heaven's door.
To welcome me with open arms, 
and keep me safe and warm.
So when you think of me please smile, 
for I will see you in a little while.
Trust the Lord he's told me why, 
He wants me here to paint the sky.
With rainbows, clouds, and shining lights, 
To brighten your days and warm your nights. 
Remember what I said before, 
Please don't cry for me anymore. 
I'm Heaven's Child now you see, 
I play with Angels surrounding me.
 I can fly with the speed of thought, 
to be with you when you need me most. 
So just remember I love you, 
And I know you love me too. 
And even now while we're apart, 
I'm still right here, I'm in your Heart...
So, when thoughts of me are flowing through,
Smile, for I am Forever Smiling back at you...
Forever in my Heart,

Watching over thee...
Your Guardian Angel, that's me...
Love you Forever,
Jessica



Memories - 
For my daughter Jessica Diane Brown
My Lula"Belle"
I miss you so much
I thought of you with love today
But that is nothing new
I thought about you yesterday,
And days before that too.
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name
Now all I have is memories
And your picture in a frame.
Your memory is my keepsake,
With which I'll never part
God has you in his keeping
But I have you in my heart.
Always and Forever
Till we meet again... 

Lu, I love and miss you so much.
You will Forever live in my Heart,
In my Dreams, In my Thoughts, 
In my Everyday Life,  You will Always be 
my Beautiful Daughter, 
and My Best Friend.
Momma















SPECIAL ANGEL IN HEAVEN

There is a special Angel in Heaven
that is a part of me.
It is not where I wanted her
but where God wanted her to be.

She was here but just a moment
like a night time shooting star.
And though she is in Heaven
she isn't very far.

She touched the heart of many
like only an Angel can do.
I would've held her every minute
if the end I only knew.

So I send this special message
to the Heavens up above.
Please take care of my Angel
and send her all my love

I miss you Lu la "Belle"
Love you so much...
Mom 







The Book Of Life

An Angel for the book of life,
wrote down our baby's birth,
and whispered as she closed the book
" too beautiful for earth" 

We raised you for a little while,
and watched you beam and grow.
You had a sparkle in your eye,
and so much love you showed. 

Your energy was boundless,
your smile was so coy.
You touched everyone you met,
and filled their hearts with joy.. 

The angel then reopened the book
and decided it was time.
They need you now in Heaven
and you will be just fine. 

The Lord came down to greet you
on that hot July night.
He has a lot of plans for you
and now you must go.
 
Your time on Earth has finished,
although it was so brief.
You'll bring with you only happiness
and not a moment of grief.
 
The Angels came soon after
and gatherd in your glow,
they sang to you our praises,
you are loved more than you know.

Jess, your Memory 
will Forever live on. 







The Spirit of Childhood

A child’s hand is small and fragile
Like a butterfly’s wings
Gently floating on a warm summer breeze
Engaging our hearts
With yesterday’s memories
Of sunny days spent laughing
and playing with careless abandon
And tomorrow’s dreams
helping us discover our own happy
place in the World
A bright and hopeful window
Opens to reveal
Who we are
And who we hope to become
A tiny life beating inside
Our minds
A mirror of our soul’s desire
Reflecting life’s shadows
Along the bright horizon of existence
Free and unchained by rules
that prevent our matured emotions
From flying free once more
© 2006 Camille Olive





Forever

Forever we will miss you,
Forever we will cry,
Why did you have to leave this earth
And gain your wings to fly? 

You know we loved you dearly,
More than anyone could know,
Why did you have to leave so soon
Why did you have to go?

Our hearts down here are broken,
And it can never mend,
Forever we protected you,
Until the very end.

We pray to God for answers,
We talk to him each day,
We hope that you can hear us Lord
As on bended knees we pray.

Take good care of our child up there,
She was much wanted here,
Wrap your arms around her please
And tell her we still care,

Let her know we love her so
And will forever more.
Keep her protected, safe and warm
And wrapped in love so pure. 




ForJust A Moment

For just a moment I’m sure I saw
a flicker of light ahead.
Perhaps it was your smile.
Though past now, remembered,
in my heart like the small sound of
a butterfly passing by.
No night is so dark
that can not be brightened
with memories of you.
Raindrops carry along your blessings 
from heaven to wash away my tears
and bring me hope anew.
 





Lifetime Wishes 

If I could have a lifetime wish
A dream that would come true.
I'd pray to God with all my heart
for yesterday and you. 

A thousand words can't bring you back.
I know because I've tried.
And neither will a million tears 
I know because I've cried. 

You left behind my broken heart, 
and happy memories too.
I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you. 

I wish this wish, 
as I wish it to come true.

     

To my Daughter 

We walked together, you and I
A Mother and her Daughter
We had Hopes and Dreams for tomorrow.....
But tomorrow didn't come.
We walked together you and I
We talked, we laughed we loved.
We shared so many happy times,
And for that I thank the Lord above.
We walked together, you and I
But only for a short time.
For all too soon it ended
Leaving pieces of a broken heart behind
And even though I miss you
More than words could ever say.
I thank God that I got to walk with you
Every precious moment of every day....









In Loving Memory
Of My
Dear Daughter
Jessica 

Something will remind me
I never know just when,
It might be something someone says
And it all comes back again
The times we spent together
The happiness, the fun,
Once again I feel the pain
Of life without my Daughter
It's said that time's a healer
Im not sure this is true,
There's not a day goes by Jessi,
That I don't cry for you..


























"MY DAUGHTER" 

On the day you were taken
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked alot of whys??
With people all around me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide, 
I thought I might be dreaming
That I'd wake and find you here,
I thought "This can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear.
On the day that you were laid to rest
My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's really nothing wrong.
I wish we'd had more time,
Before your life was done.
I hope your resting peacefully,
My precious daughter. 






Letter from Jessica in heaven

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say 
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.  I'm writing this from heaven, here I dwell with God above Here there's no more tears of sadness, here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy,  just because I'm out of sight Remember that I am with you morning, noon and night. 
That day I had to leave you, when my life on earth was through God picked me up and hugged me, he said 'I welcome you' 'Its good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on' 'I need you here so badly, you are apart of my plan there is so much we can do, to help our mortel man' God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you And when you lie in bed at night, the days chores put to flight God and I are close to you... in the middle of the night When you think of my life on earth, and all of those loving years Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. Do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain I wish that I could tell you,all that God had planned If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is through More then ever before, I'm so much closer to you There are rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb. But together we can do it, by taking one day at a time It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too.
 That as you give into the world,  the world will give to you If you can help somebody, who is in sorrow and pain.
 Then you can say to God at night, My day was not in vain' And now I am contented... that my life was worthwhile Knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile, So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low Just lend a hand to pick them up, as on your way you go. When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind,  I'm walking in your footsteps,  only half a step behind  And when its time for you to go, Remember you are not going, You're coming here to me.

Always and Forever
until we are together again 
I love and miss you all so much 
Jessica 




She Only Took My Hand

Last night while I was sleeping, 
my daughter's voice 
I did hear I opened my eyes and 
looked in her room But
 Jessica didn't appear. 
she said: "Mom you've got to listen,
you've got to understand.
God didn't take me from you, 
he only took my hand
When I called out in pain that night, 
he instantly reached down, 
took my hand and pulled me
 gently to his side, he
lifted me up and saved me from all 
the misery and pain inside. 
My body hurt so badly,
 I could never be the same,
My search is really over now
I've found happiness within, all the 
answers to my empty dreams 
and all that might have been
I love and miss you soooo very much, 
I'll always be near but My body's gone 
forever But my spirit will 
never die So you must go on now, 
and live one day at a time 
Until we meet again Just understand: 
God didn't take me from you, 
he only took my hand!!!!















Miss Me, But Let Me Go

When I come to the end of the road,
And the sun has set for me.
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room.
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little, but not too long,
And not with your head bowed low.
Remember
the love that was once shared.
Miss me, but let me go.
For this is a journey we all must take, 
and each must go alone.
It’s all a part of the master’s plan,
 a step on the road to home.
When you are lonely and sick of heart, 
go to the friends we know.
Bear your sorrow in good deeds. 
Miss me, but let me go.





*REMEMBERING* 

Go ahead and mention my daughter,
You know, the one that died.
Dont worry about hurting me further,
the depth of my pain doesnt show.
Dont worry about making me cry,
I'm already crying inside.
Help me to heal by releasing,
the tears that i try to hide.
I'm hurt when you just keep silent,
pretending she didnt exist.
I'd rather you mention my daughter,
knowing that she has been missed.
You asked me how i was doing.
I say "pretty good" or "fine".
But healing is something on going,
I know it will take a lifetime. 









MY DAUGHTER GONE 

May God grant you always,
A sunbeam to warm you,
A moonbeam to charm you,
A sheltering Angel,
so nothing may harm you...

Presented by,
Margaret Creek










"Some people come into our lives and quickly go... Some stay and make footprints on our hearts...
And we are never, never the same." 
I love and Miss you
My Angel Jessi






















I'm Proud To Be Your Brother, Jess.
I Love and Miss You Always,
Love Your Brother
Jason



The two most important people in my life.
My Daughter Jessica, and My Son Jason.
They will always be the pride and joy of my life.
I Love You Both So Very Much.
Mom

























     

































A picture of Jessica
 drawn by our dear artist  
friend  Stu,
I would like to send a big thank you 
to you Stu, for taking the time 
to draw my 
beautiful daughter. 
A dear friend you shall always be,
 and thank you so very much.

























  





     










    

  Jessica, 
Loved doing what she wanted to do... 
Sports was what she did. 
What she did, was do it well. 
She did it all with great 
Love and Pride for the game. 
She always gave it her all. 





Jessi, Mom, And Jason
The 3 Musketeers




































The Broken Chain 
We little knew that morning that
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly.
In death we do the same. 

It broke our hearts to lose you,
you did not go alone;
for part of us went with you,
the day God called you home. 

You left us peaceful memories,
your love is still our guide,
and though we cannot see you,
you are always at our side. 

Our family chain is broken
and nothing seems the same,
but as God calls us one by one,
the chain will link again. 



Thank you so much Dianne for 
making this Memory Quilt.
It's Beautiful
www.jeanneshouseofangels.com


Her Journey's Just Begun

Don't think of her as gone away-
her journey's just begun,
life holds so many faucets-
this earth is only one.

Just think of her as resting
from the sorrows and tears
in a place of warmth and comfort
where there are know days and years.

Think how she must be wishing
that we could know today
how nothing but our sadness
can really pass away.

And think of her as living
in the hearts of those she touched...
for nothing ever loved is ever lost-
and she was loved so much.

Jessica 
will live forever in the
Hearts of all  who loved 
her so much.



"Hope"

When the sun sits down on the mountains
and the clouds turn purple and pink
and golden rays
send fingers out to touch me,
I stop breathing
and inhale with my heart
because I know that along those glittering 
strands of light
lies my connection to you.

I Miss you baby...
Love You...
Mommy




My Mom is a Survivor 

My Mom is a survivor,
or so I've heard it said.
But I can hear her crying at night
when all others are in bed.

I watch her lay awake at night
and go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her
to help her understand.

But like the sands on the beach
that never wash away . . .
I watch over my surviving mom,
who thinks of me each day.

She wears a smile for others . . .
a smile of disguise!
But through Heaven's door I see
tears flowing from her eyes.

My mom tries to cope with death
to keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows
it is her way to survive.

As I watch over my surviving mom
through Heaven's open door . . .
I try to tell her that angels
protect me forevermore.

I know that doesn't help her . . .
or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her . . .
and show her that you care.

For no matter what she says . . .
no matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart
that time won't ever heal.





"Never Be Forgotten" 

I’ll always see your face,
The corner of your smile,
And all the little things that 
no one will ever know. 


Like it was yesterday, 
won’t ever fade away,
Goodbye is just a word that 
I will never say.


You will never be forgotten.
A million days could pass us by,
But what is time but just a dream? 


Oh, I still feel you here with me.
You’re more than just a memory.
Oh, you will never be forgotten.


I can‘t hold your hand
Or look into your eyes,
And when I talk to you,
It just echoes in my mind; 


But If hearts are made of dust
And if we fell from the stars,
I would look up tonight and know
 just where you are.


You will never be forgotten.
A million days could pass us by,
But what is time but just a dream? 


Oh I still feel you here with me.
You’re more than just a memory.
Oh, you will never be forgotten.


And the world just keeps on going;
It has no way of knowing
That you’re gone.


You will never be forgotten.
A million days could pass us by,
But what is time but just a dream? 


Oh, I still feel you here with me.
You’re more than just a memory.
Oh, you will never be forgotten.

by: Jessica Andrews



A Daughter

A daughter is a wonderful blessing,
A treasure from above.
She's laughter, warmth, and special charm,
she's thoughtfulness, and love.

A daughter brings a special joy,
that comes from deep inside.
And as she grow's to adulthood,
she fills your heart with pride.

With every year that passes,
she's more special than before.
Through every stage, through every age,
you love her even more.

No words can describe the warm memories,
the pride and gratitude too.
That comes from having a daughter,
To love and to cherish...
Just Like You.

Lu, 
you filled heart with such a 
special love and joy.
The love and joy you have given me,
will stay in my heart forever. 
I am so grateful and proud,
to have you as my daughter.
I Love you,
Mom



Too True, Too Often 

Too often we don't realize
What we have until it is gone
Too often we wait too late to say
"I'm sorry - I was wrong."

Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones
We hold dearest to our hearts
And we allow foolish things
To tear our lives apart.

Far too many times we let
Unimportant things into our minds
And then it's usually too late
To see what made us blind.

So be sure that you let people know
How much they mean to you
Take that time to say the words
Before your time is through.

Be sure that you appreciate
Everything you've got
And be thankful for the little things
in life that mean a lot.



Jessica

How do we go on now that you're gone?
How do we get through each day?
How do we laugh when we just want to cry?
How do we learn how to play?

To all of my loved ones, please don't be sad
I don't want to think of you blue.
I didn't want to leave but God called me away
But I left my heart behind just for you.

But how do we know that you are okay?
And how do we learn to forgive?
How do we get through this grief?
How do we learn how to live?

Please let me tell you how I am now
Living in the house with the Lord.
There's so much to do and now I have wings
There's never a chance to get bored.

So live your life fully don't waste it away
And when the end you do reach
We'll all be together, forever this time
Walking the sands along Heaven's beach.
~DMN~

Jessica was an innocent victim,
who's life was taken at the hand's of a drunk driver.
Justice for Jessica has not been served.
Please take a moment to visit.
http://www.madd.org/victims/11813

"Jessica's roadside Memorial "
Just click on the state of Texas
www.highwaymemories.org 



Our Shining Star

There is a star up in the sky
A young life ended "Too soon" we cry!
A beacon of hope for those in need
"My life hasn't ended, can't you see?
I am an inspiration of your love
shining down from up above
I am the joy inside your heart
and not the sadness that keeps us apart
Go on with life and please be happy
don't let your grief be my memory
My spirit will live on
it was meant to be
I want you to know
That I am free"
© 2006 Camille Lombardi-Olive